Even with my limited sexual knowledge, this could no longer be called masturbation. Forget about helping or not, wasn’t this position almost identical to intercourse between two people? If I had a place for insertion on my body, I might have felt threatened.

    Barely holding onto my fading consciousness, I clung to him desperately and said,

    “Wait, wait! Something feels a bit strange…”

    Karhan lifted his head. Our eyes met at a distance of less than a hand’s width. With all my nerves focused downward, my face felt incredibly hot. I was embarrassed by our position and by the fact that our genitals were pressed together without any gap.

    Unable to maintain proper eye contact, my gaze darted around. As I lowered my head slightly and pressed my lips together, Karhan’s low voice reached me.

    “It’s no different from last time. We’re just doing it together.”

    He spoke slowly and gently, as if soothing my tense state. Though he said it was no different, the position was so explicit that his words didn’t really register. No matter how I thought about it, this wasn’t a position friends would normally take. If this was friendship, what made it different from being lovers?

    As I fumbled with my lips, a moan suddenly escaped due to Karhan’s hand pressing and moving firmly from below.

    “Ah…!”

    The sudden movement left me no time to close my mouth. A high-pitched sound escaped, neither embellished nor suppressed.

    “Hic, ugh…”

    Perhaps due to the fragrant oil applied to Karhan’s penis, the two flesh masses rubbed together smoothly without any discomfort. Along with the squelching sounds, my whimpers gradually grew louder. As I raised my head with my eyebrows tightly furrowed, I saw silvery-gray eyes intently examining my face.

    His slightly furrowed brow and the dark blue hair flickering across his forehead indicated a state different from usual. Though it didn’t show outwardly, was he in a similar state to me? Despite that, while my face felt like it was about to burst from heat, Karhan’s complexion showed little change.

    Exhaling heated breaths, I found myself unconsciously captivated. The penises gripped in his large hand twitched and shook rapidly.

    “Haa, ugh. Ah… hic!”

    Karhan’s head, deeply lowered, approached the side of my head. Hot breath escaped through his tightly closed lips, tickling my ear. My body stiffened and trembled violently. The low breathing sound, as if suppressing pleasure, aroused me.

    Karhan, who had only been using his hand until now, began to move his hips slightly. Startled, I opened my eyes wide and pressed my hands firmly against his forearm. I could feel my nails digging into his firm flesh, but I had no leisure to stop.

    The hand tightly gripping my penis and the large object that had been pressing firmly below and now started rubbing wouldn’t leave me alone. With each vigorous movement of Karhan’s hips, I, lying underneath, shook along with him, dizzily swaying between heaven and earth.

    The creaking screams of the bed now began to be heard from inside the room, not from beyond. The undulating mattress, the eerie noise of the furniture, the panting breaths, and the genitals rubbing slickly below – all of these things aroused me.

    With a face contorted as if about to cry, I said,

    “Kar, ugh-uk, ah! Wait, haa!”

    The pleasure from below gagged my mouth, allowing only moans to escape. The sensation of being driven to the edge was on a completely different level compared to the three days in Atlena. The two penises trapped in one hand stimulated each other, and when the heavy flesh attached to the base of the shafts collided with a sound, an indescribable pleasure stirred my mind.

    The thought that I might have been tricked by Karhan had already flown far away. Hoping for the pleasure that drove me to the edge of the sky to continue, I moved my hips subtly. I couldn’t tell if I was shaking of my own will or due to Karhan’s hip movements.

    “Nng, ugh. Haa… hnngh. Ah!”

    Seeking even stronger pleasure, I tightened my legs wrapped around Karhan’s waist. Karhan’s hip movements, which had been slow, became stronger and more intense. The sound of flesh colliding, thump thump, was embarrassing, but even that sound contributed to driving me towards pleasure.

    A thick breathing sound came from above my head. Unlike earlier when he had helped with meaningless hand movements, it was now a very heated breath. After looking at the shaking ceiling, I shifted my gaze to examine Karhan’s face. I noticed his reddened eyes, no longer hiding his excitement.

    “Kar, han… Ah! Haa-ugh, ugh.”

    Though I was only shaking in response to Karhan’s hip movements, I felt out of breath and could sense my stamina slowly reaching its limit. The fortunate thing was that fluid was gradually flowing from the tip of my glans. Karhan’s hand, which had been shaking the shaft, moved up to caress the tip. He wiped the sticky fluid with his hand, then grasped the shaft again and shook it quickly.

    My hands, slippery with sweat, kept sliding off Karhan’s forearms. Needing something to hold onto, I floundered about before finally gripping the bedsheet. I grasped it so tightly that my knuckles turned white.

    My vision blurred from the continued pleasure. Tears welled up, and my throat felt blocked, making it impossible to breathe properly. With my fluctuating consciousness, I barely managed to focus and look up, seeing Karhan looking down at me with furrowed brows. Unable to bear his gaze examining my expression one by one, I turned my head to the side.

    “Don’t, look. Hnngh.”

    “Haa… It’s okay. Show me, your face.”

    His firm hand gently peeled away the sweat-soaked strands of hair one by one, caressing my cheek. Though it was clearly an affectionate touch, strangely, I couldn’t resist it. Finally, I raised my tightly curled head to face Karhan. I could see the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

    “You look good.”

    “Wh-what are you… ugh!”

    I didn’t know what he meant by looking good, but my face, already feeling like it might burst from heat, grew even hotter. Before I could ponder the meaning, I tightly closed my eyes as Karhan’s pelvis thrust strongly against me.

    As if heralding the climax, semen began to flow from the tip as it shook quickly and intensely. The hot liquid, emitting a strange smell, dripped onto my stomach.

    “Ah, ugh. It’s com, haa, ugh!”

    As I spoke, suppressing my moans with a whimpering voice, Karhan lowered his upper body and gently bit my shoulder. The sensation of his even teeth touching my hard shoulder sent chills through me, making my body tremble finely. His slippery tongue, soft lips, and hard teeth – everything was stimulating. As I squeezed my eyes shut again, the tears that had welled up flowed to the side.

    “Haa, hnngh… Ah! Ugh! Aah!”

    Finally unable to hold back, I cried out with moans mixed with exclamations as I ejaculated a clear liquid. The moment the fluid splattered onto my stomach and chest, I took a deep breath. It felt like being pushed off a cliff edge and then pulled back up again.

    “Hnngh, ugh. Haa…”

    As the shaking ceiling stopped, I let out a sigh of relief, thinking it was finally over. My waist still twitched and convulsed, the aftereffects not yet subsided.

    Blinking slowly, I turned my head to look at my shoulder. Karhan’s hot forehead was resting on it. As he kept his head down for a long time, with only his back rising and falling, I grew worried and carefully called out to him.

    “…Karhan?”

    Only then did Karhan sluggishly move to raise his upper body. The languid look in his eyes as he gazed at me seemed somewhat ominous. An inexplicable unease crept up inside me. His heavily clouded silvery-gray eyes focused on me and narrowed.

    “Is something, wrong?”

    “…Not yet.”

    “Huh?”

    When I asked again, Karhan silently looked at his center. Following his gaze, I looked down and froze stiff upon seeing something I shouldn’t have.

    “Why is it still… fine?”

    Unlike mine, which had lost its vigor, Karhan’s large penis was still standing erect. As if nothing had happened, the vigorous object tapped against my lower abdomen. I swallowed hard and looked at Karhan with trembling eyes.

    “Don’t tell me… just me?”

    I asked, hoping it wasn’t true, but Karhan, who had been still, slowly nodded. His disheveled dark blue hair swayed with his nod. Seemingly bothered by it, he raised his hand to brush his hair up over his forehead.

    I led my languid body to subtly lean back against the headboard. Perhaps due to my gradually distancing posture, a shadow fell over Karhan’s face. The furrowed brow that had been creased with pleasure slowly relaxed as he lowered his head. Seeing his clearly gloomy expression, I stammered, trying to make an excuse.

    “Th-that… No, I’m already finished…”

    I’m sorry, but any more would be too much. Just doing it once had drained all my energy, leaving me panting. How could we do it again? I quickly shook my head, but his silvery-gray eyes, filled with sadness, looked at me pleadingly.

    “Really… I can’t.”

    “If it’s that difficult, then it’s fine…”

    Karhan trailed off, leaving his words hanging. Though he said it was fine, I gently bit my lip as his solid body still didn’t move from atop me. I couldn’t understand why, after all that time rubbing against each other, only his thing remained unaffected.

    If I left like this, I’d be the bad guy, wouldn’t I? After closing my eyes tightly and pondering for a while, I finally managed to part my reluctant lips.

    “Alright… But just once more. You have to finish within that time. Understand?”

    As I spoke, swallowing bitter medicine, the shadow quickly lifted from Karhan’s face as if it had never been there. His eyes narrowed, filled with joy. Though I felt somewhat deceived, I rearranged myself and lay down again. Karhan, with raised corners of his mouth, said,

    “I’ll resolve it quickly.”

    I should have realized it then. That those raised corners of his mouth were the horns of a wicked devil.

    Of course, his promise to resolve it quickly was a lie. Despite the continued act, no fluid flowed from his menacing penis, and it only grew in vigor. Due to Karhan’s reluctance to ejaculate, only my innocent penis, shaking along with his, leaked thin semen continuously.

    I was consumed by endless pleasure, repeatedly ejaculating over a long period of time. Unable to utter proper words, I only exhaled hot breaths and moans full of tears.

    In the end, as my consciousness faded, I fell asleep without even confirming whether Karhan had ejaculated or not.